What I Want

I want someone who will love me deeply, truly, passionately. Not just someone with a crush or a shallow version of love that fades away the moment I become slightly unlovable. I want someone who will cross great oceans with me. Someone who will drown me with so much love I forget my own insecurities and problems. I want someone who will pick fights with me about the things that matter. To dissect every issue, every situation, every little thing. And to never sleep without us creating a stand together. Or at least to agree to disagree. I want us to fight about what we’re doing and why we’re doing them. Because sometimes fighting over something is the only way you can understand it and the only way to see if it actually matters. I want to find out if he can love me even if our conversation turns into a fire because I want to see the flare in his eyes every time he defends what he believes to be true. And I want him to try to convince me, I want to hear his words trying to persuade me. I want to live my forever with someone who will know how to talk to me because time may come when I might no longer want to stay or maybe there will be a time where I might need to believe in myself again, and he might be the only one who can teach me how. I hope he’ll be able to make me love myself again. I want someone who drives me crazy because he won’t stop pestering me until I reach my limits. He won’t stop until I grow. Until I become better than yesterday. Someone who will help me and yet inspire me to reach my stars on my own. I want someone who is my partner in everything. In our dreams, in our plans to travel, in our business ventures, in our careers, in being parents, in being grandparents, in being old together. And when I say partners, it doesn’t have to mean we work in the same office or we have the same style in disciplining our kids. I mean partners who support each other and where one catches the other where the other one falls. I want someone who has different strengths and abilities than me. I want us to have different passions but with the same vision. I want us to be complimentary yet compatible. I want us to teach our children all the things we know and love. I want our home to be filled with music and laughter and little quarrels and scattered books or broken toys. I want to feel that our family is dynamic, alive. I don’t want to live in the safety of passivity. I want us to be active, at the edge of truth and love, always expanding the horizons. Never settling for what we already know or have, we will conquer everything together. And I want for him to want that, too. I want someone who will stay. Stay strong. Stay true. Stay faithful. Stay in love. Stay with me.


My results:

Radicalism 50

Socialism 43.75

Tenderness 78.125

These scores indicate that you are a tender-minded moderate; this is the political profile one might associate with a protective parent. It appears that you are accepting of religion, and have a generally optimistic attitude towards humanity in general.

Your attitudes towards economics appear neither committedly capitalist nor socialist, and combined with your social attitudes this creates the picture of someone who would generally be described as a political centrist. 

To round out the picture you appear to be, political preference aside, a pragmatist with few strong opinions.

Yup, it’s fairly accurate.

Social Attitude Test


After 98 days, still doesn’t feel like you’re gone for good.
Naalala na naman kita for the nth time, Geo. Namimiss na kita. Sure ako yung ibang Dose miss ka na rin, di lang nagsasabi.

Sorry kung naalala na naman kita. May picture kasi sa fb, tapos nandun ka. Tapos nakita kita, tapos naalala kita, tapos na-realize kong hindi naman kita pwedeng i-chat. Tapos ayun. Basta. 😐 



Are you facing a situation today that seems impossible? Even if you don´t see how things will work out, remember, you are created to overcome. As a child of the Most High God, the Greater One lives on the inside of you. There are seeds of faith planted in your heart, and the way you activate those seeds is by the words of your mouth. Begin to declare, “I am bigger than this problem. I am created to overcome. I am destined to live in victory because the Greater One lives inside of me.”

Friend, when you start speaking like that, all of heaven hears you and gets behind what you are saying. That´s why it´s so important to stir up the fire that God has placed on the inside of you. Don´t just sit back and be passive. That obstacle may look impossible, but God wouldn´t have allowed it in your life if He didn´t already know that you could overcome it! Quit looking at your difficulties as obstacles that are going to hold you back and start looking at them as opportunities that are going to push you forward into the live of victory He has in store for you!


Self-dare. Not going to change my DP until summer classes end. Haha! 🙂 #simplicity is #beauty :)) chos. haha 😀

Charm is deceitful, and beauty is fleeting, but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised. (Proverbs 31:30)

Family & Friends, Tumblr Throwback

Happy graduation! :)

Hindi ko kasi kayo natawagan dahil, ugh, wala akong load 😦 sorry! Ito nalang. :>   

As of the moment, I am rushing a little bit to post this, eh ito lang ang naiisip kong picture so ito na lang. Haha ❤

Dearest Eka & Yana, I know hindi tayo yung all the time magkasama kind of friends nung high school. We’re the when there’s an issue, “Ateee!! Alam mo baa!!” kind of friends, or “Ate, anong meron dito sa *insert issue ko here* tapos ako naman, sige kuwento. 🙂 Pero siyempre, we’re the CSI gala poeps with ate Reyna! Haha. and kuya Eric girls woohoo! *Eka, Yana, Hanna, magbaba na raw kayo ng labada niyo, sabi ni kuya Eric!* hahaha 🙂

But, I miss you! I wish I could’ve spent more time with you, really. And babawi sana dapat ako ngayong college, pero YANA WHY YOU NOT HERE SA MANILA :(( I’m going to miss you even more now!!! Eka, I’m excited for you to come here! Sobrang, hihilain talaga kita sa lahat ng events (I mean, basta wala kang req’s or something Hehe) and kukulitin kita and yayain kumain, ganiyan. Tapos siyempre pag pupunta si Yana dito 😉 *ehem ehem* labas tayo!! Haha with Ate Reyna!! Haha AND EKA IPUPUSH KITANG MS. FRESHIE KAHIT SAANG COURSE KA PA MAPUNTA!! :PP hahaha pero siyempre GO, PH!! 😀 😀 😀 ❤

Hi Penny!! You’re in this picture, too!! Hahaha and since you’re going to be here in UP MANILA, guess what, siyempre hihilain din kita everywhere. Loljoke 😀 Sana hindi ka na mahiya sa akin like you said before, haha, 🙂 para close-close na, kokonti na nga lang tayong IRC-UPM e, haha 😀

HAPPY GRADUATION, GIRLS! Keep the faith alive and always think of the Man up there, controlling our lives, He has great plans! He will not let us fall; He will guide us to succeed and to surpass our temporary troubles. Lift up your burdens now. Let go of the bad things about high school and simply remember the happy moments and lessons that made us better people. Alam kong mamimiss niyo ang Pisay, because I do. Pero that’s okay, “High school was never meant to last forever”, HSM (2008). College will be a different challenge I’m sure you’ll enjoy as well. So, yun, cheers!!

You will keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on You, Because he trusts in You. -Isaiah 26:3

Have faith that life will still go well after high school. His plans are perfect and his plans are great! 🙂 God bless you, girls!! 🙂 ❤

And of course, we shall go out this summer!!! Hahaha ❤ ❤ ❤

Loves you and misses you, Ate Hanna :>